
What is it about?
As a teenager, Toni Murphy had a life full of typical adolescent complications: a boyfriend she adored, a younger sister she couldn't relate to, a strained relationship with her parents, and classmates who seemed hell-bent on making her life miserable. Things weren't easy, but Toni could never have predicted how horrific they would become until her younger sister was brutally murdered one summer night.
Toni and her boyfriend, Ryan, were convicted of the murder and sent to prison.
Now thirty-four, Toni is out on parole and back in her hometown, struggling to adjust to a new life on the outside. Prison changed her, hardened her, and she’s doing everything in her power to avoid violating her parole and going back. This means having absolutely no contact with Ryan, avoiding fellow parolees looking to pick fights, and steering clear of trouble in all its forms. But nothing is making that easy—not Ryan, who is convinced he can figure out the truth; not her mother, who doubts Toni's innocence; and certainly not the group of women who made Toni's life hell in high school and may have darker secrets than anyone realizes. No matter how hard she tries, ignoring her old life to start a new one is impossible. Before Toni can truly move on, she must risk everything to find out what really happened that night.
But the truth might be the most terrifying thing of all.
Toni and her boyfriend, Ryan, were convicted of the murder and sent to prison.
Now thirty-four, Toni is out on parole and back in her hometown, struggling to adjust to a new life on the outside. Prison changed her, hardened her, and she’s doing everything in her power to avoid violating her parole and going back. This means having absolutely no contact with Ryan, avoiding fellow parolees looking to pick fights, and steering clear of trouble in all its forms. But nothing is making that easy—not Ryan, who is convinced he can figure out the truth; not her mother, who doubts Toni's innocence; and certainly not the group of women who made Toni's life hell in high school and may have darker secrets than anyone realizes. No matter how hard she tries, ignoring her old life to start a new one is impossible. Before Toni can truly move on, she must risk everything to find out what really happened that night.
But the truth might be the most terrifying thing of all.
My Thoughts...
I've been waiting for this book for a long time! I was so happy to finally get it but I was worried that I was going to be disappointed because my expectations were so high. However, I wasn't disappointed at all. This was a very quick, simple read. I pretty much new how it was going to play out right from the beginning but it was still a very interesting story. It was well written and well researched. It switches back and forth between present day and the past. Usually this annoys me somewhat, but the chapters were labeled so there wasn't any guessing involved about what time period it was in.
This book was about bullying to the extreme. It was a very real portrayal of how damaging bullying can be to all those involved. I liked that the author also showed a bit of insight into the the bully's frame of mind also.
The author also threw in some distinctly Canadian teenage customs, which I thought was pretty nice. Time Hortons was mentioned several times, the grabbing a coffee and driving around town to pass the night away, the parties at the lake, camping out with friends, fishing and pretty late curfews. I'm sure teens from other countries do these things also, but they are things from my teenage years that made this story all the more real to me.
I also liked how everything wasn't wrapped up in a pretty bow for a perfectly happy ending. The ending made the story in my opinion. It kept the story real and relate-able.
I am obviously a fan of Chevy Stevens and I have read all her books. In my opinion, this was her best one yet.


